today get to noe a TP student committed suidice due to unable to cope with heartbreak
and a number of guyfriend say she weird, she "stupid" for jumping etc..

to me..i got nth to say but more of i wanted to noe what is she really thinking and feeling when she is determine to jump tat moment of time. cox sometime i jus wanna jump too..and everything will end..without anymore hurt, problem..but im not as brave as she is..im scare of pain...roars~the determination of someone jumping must have alot of courage as they noe..once jump there no more turning back...it will end there and stop there..no more advancing...ur life end with a full stop there where u lay in ur pool of blood.

maybe there better solution but is there are really ppl staying there to listen to you..
million of ppl will tell u...he dun worth ur love...there still so many guys out there for u..
he is not ur right one..ur mr right will come dun worries..u just got to wait..and let time prove to u..yes i noe, yes we noe, but the healing period is the most difficult time..who can feel it like we do?...yes friend therapy...how long will it be? how long ur friend will listen to you saying i fucking miss him..why he dun love me...watever crap you say...i dunno..maybe by then they are fucking sick of u..they will say every keep whine about the ex..so noisy..

i dunno la..this wat i think..im sick and tired..
can someone jus tell me i dun need a bf to survive..

hais